What again? Rant of course!

Who likes misunderstandings? No one for sure, especially when one is trying so hard to minimise it from happening. At times people may take you for granted. Most of the time i feel that not staying together is so much better. We have our own space and just need to face each other once in awhile. Been longing for our own nest since we came back from Perth and its gonna be another 2-3years before topaz will be ready.

God knows my desire. Im gonna trust him for his blessings for 2012. Cant wait for Andrew to get tp childcare so that there will be minimum screaming in the house. At least i know that he will be learning something in cc. Not that i don like him to stay at home but he will be independent just like Hillary when we sent to cc at 18months.

Fume of fire

Why did i get so worked-up? Husband is right. I should be the "good" person while he handled the girl that very moment.

I felt so bad about my doing; about pushing her out to the balcony. It didnt hit me that i might hurt her feet. Why am I behaving like such a bad mom? I need to seek God's guidance on this.

Perhaps all the work stress and frustration building up on me and i just feel that i shouldnt have snapped just now.

What is it am i doing?

*ponder*

It just melt my heart when she can forget about the earlier incident so fast. She told me to go for my shower... God wants us to be child-like for that reason for sure!

December 2011

The year twenty-eleve is cming to an end and what have I done thus far?

Celebrated my birthday last week with the husband and Hillary at Triple Three lunch. I wouldnt call it a celebration as there's no celebration in the first place. It merely a normal lunch, a buffet lunch without much enjoyment. Guess its never fun to be sick on your birthday and it was pouring the entire day. Having grown up, birthday is just like another ordinary day to me unlike kids. Hillary was expecting some children party when we told her we were going out to celebrate my birthday. Could see her disappointmennt when we reached the restaurant and there were no decor and birthday cake or whatsoever you gonna expect in a party. Well kids are just so naive.

Christmas is quiet, went for service on Christmas' Eve and day out on Christmas Day. Boxing Day which is today is silent day. The woman was moodless to chat to anyone as today is a terrible day. I just got to remind myself to cherish whatever I have and this is not only a reminder to myself but to everyone.

I hope I will not be the one giving up everything. Shudder while thinking about it.

Come to think of it, my blog is truely a place for me to rant and nag. I guess by now hardly anyone I know is still reading my blog.

Resolution for 2012:

👍 closer relationship with God

👍 spend more time with my children

👍 to read 5 languages of love again

Not sure why the tears just roll out from my eye while typing this post....

God know :)

FML

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Whats up over the past 1 year?

Somehow my blog was dead for the past 1year. My domain was gone because i failed to make payment on time or i would say its due to some miscommunication. What really happened over these time?

• Hillary started to attend child care early October 2009; the mommy was determined to look out for a job.
• The mommy found a job and started working since 14 October 2009 in Parkmall.
• Celebrated Christmas Day and attended Christmas Storm at FCBC.
• CNY came and gone, Hillary was sick then.
• Found another job in Marine Parade in March, tendered resignation and served notice until April.
• Went for a family trip with my family to Taiwan in May before I started work officially again.
• Counting down to seeing my baby boy in December 2010 :)

sux

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